On my formspring account, someone anonymously asked me if I ever worried that I wouldn't find the love of my life. I told them the true answer: "I'm more afraid that my true love doesn't really exist." How could one person guess my one feeling of the moment. What if it isn't a fairytale or a love story? What if life isn't a Taylor Swift song? What if the end I wind up completely alone like I always worried I would?I don't know if I could handle it...And I don't know what I'd do. I just have to put my faith in God I guess.