I'm not alone

I just need to keep reminding myself that. "I'm not alone, I'm not alone, I'm not alone!" like a mantra. I just have to keep repeating it. I really need someone to talk to about these emotions...It's hard for me to open up in person. Like I glued the fake smile on. Somehow, in person, nothing seems worth complaining about...I don't want people to rationalize what's wrong for me...I want them to be aggravated and upset too. I just want them to hold me and tell me it's going to be ok.