Blogging

I have been feeling incredibly apathetic about blogging lately. But I figure I must continue on or I shall never reach the end of my path of self discovery. I don't know how I've been feeling lately...lonely mostly...Kind of like an out of body thing. Like I'm looking in at myself from other peoples' eyes and trying to figure out what it is they see in me. My self confidence has been hit like the ice berg that the titanic hit. Does anyone ever wonder what happened to the iceberg? no. they don't. They don't care if the iceberg survived or not. They dont care or even think about it. I am that iceberg. and I am also the Titanic. I'm hitting my self, and after I do that, I'm sinking myself and watching myself sink. breaking and watching myself break. I am an enigma even to myself, and, you know what? I don't even care anymore.