Secrets and gossip

So I just got back from the drive-in with some old friends I haven't seen in forever, and I realized how different my life is now. My life now doesn't have much gossip or double crossings or secrets, but tonight at the drive in there was so much of it I was drowning in it. But, at the same time, I miss it because that is true, raw emotion and what I have seems so fake. Why isn't there ever a happy medium in my life? I'm always at an extreme...I don't know what to do.I guess that's what life is though; figuring out how to get to the happy medium, or learning to enjoy the extremes.

I definitely miss the old days