I spend a good majority of my time in a cloud of confusion, but I think the confusion I've been feeling lately takes the cake. Have you ever been really good friends with someone and then, out of the blue, have feelings for them? Neither have I, until now. So, I know from the sounds of my first post it seems like I'm still stuck on my ex-boyfriend, but I'm not. Not really, anyway. As much as I love him and always will, I would never date him again. I don't think I could handle breaking up with him again. But since that breakup I definitely haven't been planning on having anything romantic anytime soon. All of a sudden, though, this guy appears and I thought he'd make a really cool friend. I was right; he's a really great guy. Nice, funny, the whole sha-bang. We've gotten really close in the past month or so, but all of a sudden I have a crush on him. That isn't good! I don't think I can handle being this vulnerable about someone again...I'll just get hurt again. So, we'll stay friends...I hope I can make myself agree to that.
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