I'm really truly ok...

Do you ever want to say that and have someone finally realize that you're bluffing. Maybe I'm not really fine all the time. Maybe I want a shoulder to cry on and someone to hold me too! Didn't you ever think that maybe I do that for you so that you'll do that for me someday?? But where were you when I needed you? You just believe I'm fine. Like it's too much hassle to dig any deeper. How am I supposed to get through this if I have no one to help me. I'm only one person! I can't do everything myself and I need love too!